Ego depletion and Procastination

is "a state when human possess less energy to move on as well as he/she want to continue to commit the normative."
         This is not the practition says but the defenition itself were redefine by me. I found this when i'm in attending the "seminar hasil penelitian" or in english says "Seminary of Result or wteva they called it. So here i am see that two word were accidentally rationaliting my very own lately behavior.
    It's already a month. where i already pass my 1st degree on magister profession in UGM becoming psycholog, and now when it came to continuying the magister one.. i feel less energy to move on, in other side my heart burns to motivate itself. but my inner, my thought shows the opposite. oh GOSH.... not to mention i must face the bereauchracy that never fits my expectation to make clear "who is the lucky lecturer that can guide my thesis". A month of march doing nothing productively contribute to my thesis just want to finding another job, making money, blogging reading some articles n journal but all these thing were an act of procastination if mine... jeeesss how can i be so lazy aaa

This is the situation that make my rationality being in state of ego depletion. I must try to get rid of all these... come to me oh holy luck, holy great mind and act. I need to finish this magister this year. the year 2012.

COMPETITION OR MONOPOLI?

yeah... yeah.. ait globall theme right now.. (heiiiii,,,,what happen to me :p)
well let's see do all of u ever see the criteria or requirements from one competition, blog/ design/ logo/ photo/ story/ software making competition?!!! let's see almost have a common requirements that say
"semua hasil yang masuk menjadi hak miliki paitia kompetisi" in english "All the participant's entries belong to people/organization which held the competition"

hmmm let us think... it's fair or unfair, is it kind of monopoli or something?? why would we work hard for that? what if our creation becomes used in the next uncertain time? then we acknowledge we are not paid for that?
is it worthed??

MOVIE : NEGERI 5 MENARA - REVIEW from ME

Almost all indonesian were proud seeing the incoming NEGERI 5 MENARA film, they proud cause the novel were success inside and outside of the indonesia
so let me review it from my amateur, otodidac cinematography (hei.. cine..whaaaaat??  well actually this is free right to blog, am i right - hihihi)

Story of Negeri 5 menara
starts with alif who were pointed to continue school at religion islamic school that called "pesantren" , his life dream were changing, his friendship too developing him to be a work hard people as in this film there are one statement in arabic "man jadda wa jada" (sorry if i wrote it with faulty), which mean "hard work determine success" or "keep struggle till end".

and this is my own review,
let's say all the badway

1. st fault (friends of alif makes an eye gaze to contact the director in scene after the drink milk) - it might be the actor were a newbie
2. nd fault the read of letter from alif's friend (the backsound of letter say "....kondisi sekarang ini" while the letter it self written just "kondisi ini" there are extra word.
3. rd.. The very clear mistaken when alif hv a jounalis time asking the kyai.. The questions list in the book that alif hands on were exactly a blank note. (i see it clearly on movies) well that's dissapointment for me
4. th fault is the ending scenario were actually a lil bit strange, it's just like there are jumping scenario, from little actor to be an adult actor... kinda dissapointment for me to.

let's say the bestway

1. the setting clearly was the true story telling in the novel
2. the supporting actor (friends of alif) performing good act
3. the simple story itself to define success , struggle and hard working

well i don't have the right to score this film, but if i have to make a scale , i will give 3.5 from 5 scale :)

errr...

Just found this cute black cat.... and i'm in the middle of my madness n depression is comparing to my own photo (my wake up from bad photo) and i found it a little common in messy hair ahahahaha...

UNFAIR OR WHAT

On my entry test to magister level, there are two steps test, the TPA TOEFL as first step and the  Pschodiagnostic test + LGD + Interview by the professor. By the last and final announcement seeing there are few people that didn't pass the first step but hei, they are allowed to enter this magister level.

There are people who cheat on signature at Strategic leadership class, unfortunately they are allowed to pass this class too

On the last day of  collecting profession practical's report, there are few people didn't make it. and here is the inconsistency, they too were allowed to pass 1 day. well, think about the consequences that they must repeat another year of making the report.. huff... WHERE IS THE FAIR LADY GO?? IN THIS COUNTRY WHERE EVERYTHING CAN BE COMPROMISED

it's true worlds are simplified and so the COMPANY LOGO

I want to write this for a long time ago.. yes it's matter of "S" word the SIMPLIFIED
i dont want to explain with detail. i take example for a big company logo in indonesia where i lived. Let's see
this is early  Telkom company logo

But for this day (2012 this blog written)


The next logo is the Public Train Company (PT KERETA API) this is the early logo

 

But for now, the logo become more simple, at single brush to the right with an arrow in it

 

The next one is dramatically changing the indonesian OIL n GAS Company, (PERTAMINA), the early logo was :

But  for now the logo significantly change

The last were the indonesian port corporation (IPC-PT PELABUHAN INDONESIA)

The new logo were below 

Those are the major change of big Company in Indonesia