Ego depletion and Procastination

is "a state when human possess less energy to move on as well as he/she want to continue to commit the normative."
         This is not the practition says but the defenition itself were redefine by me. I found this when i'm in attending the "seminar hasil penelitian" or in english says "Seminary of Result or wteva they called it. So here i am see that two word were accidentally rationaliting my very own lately behavior.
    It's already a month. where i already pass my 1st degree on magister profession in UGM becoming psycholog, and now when it came to continuying the magister one.. i feel less energy to move on, in other side my heart burns to motivate itself. but my inner, my thought shows the opposite. oh GOSH.... not to mention i must face the bereauchracy that never fits my expectation to make clear "who is the lucky lecturer that can guide my thesis". A month of march doing nothing productively contribute to my thesis just want to finding another job, making money, blogging reading some articles n journal but all these thing were an act of procastination if mine... jeeesss how can i be so lazy aaa

This is the situation that make my rationality being in state of ego depletion. I must try to get rid of all these... come to me oh holy luck, holy great mind and act. I need to finish this magister this year. the year 2012.