Hectic june AARRRGGHHH!!

aaarrggh!!!
Wanna die
Can't stand still these way
What a messy drown of my brain
(=.=")

my netbook were damaged by somekind of stupidity act of mine.... How's that sound huh!?? (blaming myself) i do know that netbook can't be compromised for the graphical way....but i jst dont get my own brain to make it stay still the way netbook it should be.
The damaged itself called BSOD (Blue Screen of Death), most of this act can crash the registry of computer... And the worst of it was the attack of hardware......
I think that's the very start, the most worst of all is my very very very precious data wasn't able to be saved... Coz... When i want to save it this BSOD came up once in a 5 minute.... Aiiihhhssss.....
How will i tell my father n mother farmore the donatour of this netbook is my elder brother... How..how..how... While in the other hand... I have to continue with all the dizzy, hectic june activity...
*sigh*